East.Side.Back.Street

i'm writing this while waiting for my turn to present. fuckingfucking nervous i tell u. haha. but im not realli listening too. im listening to songs now, jez wanna disengage myself from all this competition. but i must they are realli good.

anywae one of the reasons why im listening to music and not listening is because i dun wanna compare myself with them. i want it to be a me against myself competition where i will work towards improving myself and not against them. so to esmond, stress results from a competition u give yourself, w urself. dun be bothered by how well ppl do. jez assess ur abilities and work w the tools u have. every1 is different. we have our strengths and weaknesses. work w ur strengths and strengthen ur weaknesses. i rem u alwaes said, 'wat makes u think ur any lesser than those ppl?' i truly bliff in tt. i tell my frens tt in skool too. we are equal beings. we are not any lesser than them. what ppl can do we can as well, if not better. its how much conviction and sacrifice we are willing to input. but is giving up everythng worth doing jez for an A? results are important but theres is life beyond that. dun revolve eveything round grades and achievement. cos when u eventually look back, is tt all u want in ur life? this applies to all my frens. i hope i make a point here. take care and study hard. im sure we can all make it.

your most super wu di yandao fren,

ue