Thursday, June 14, 2007
Hi guys
Hope everyting is fine..jus wanted updated sum stuff in my life recently 2 u guys..quite sad tings..aniwae the guys oversea take good care ok dun do stupid tings or wat..
Yesterday my cousin jus committed suicide...i was so shocked cos i jus saw him a few weeks back and he was laughing and joking. Apparently he took drugs and was probably hallucinating...he was at his frends house and without any warning he jus jumped form the 12 floor...i hope that his death was instant or i cant imagine the amount of excrutiating pain he would have had to endure. A week ago his best frend had also commited suicide under similar circumstances after he quarreled with his wife and then went to take drugs.he had been feeling blue about his best frends death for the entire week and i am guessing that it also triggered his own death. his mum was cryin like crazy. n she kept blaming herself as she would call him every evening and on tis fateful day she forgot to call him...its so sad...my cousin was a drug addict but his mum never gave up on him...alway encouraging and he did manage to stop drugs until his frends death recently. Ans she keep holding his belonging and cryin and saying tha she wan to speak to him.Upon reaching home she immediately ran to his bed to lie on it... For those of u who went to chinatown to eat at my aunt's store...Ya she is the 1...n the son is the skinny 1...
Jus to say sum stuff regarding our clique also..i hope tt we will never give up ob each other...yes sum of us have changed. i noe many of u dun agree with my lifestyle.but as a frend i tink u shd accept me for who i am and maybe try to advise me. And not discriminate me until its so obvious for every1 to c.its not jus me, other people in the group 2.Like ivy, past is past, i hope sum of u wld jus leave it and give her a chance to show how she has changed. Ivy and i dun tell u how to live ur lifes or discriminate u because of ur character or principles even if we disagree with it. We give u advice when asked for cos we are frends. I relli hope tt we will all be good frends like before...all of us has our own faults. We all noe it.every1 in the group has faults jus tt every1 jus takes it for granted cos we have been frends for years...or because they feel they need to spend time with their gf and forget their frends, remembering them oli when they need help, which i feel is wrong.....
aniwae tok another time..feeling rather down...feel sorry for my aunt..
Seto
Hope everyting is fine..jus wanted updated sum stuff in my life recently 2 u guys..quite sad tings..aniwae the guys oversea take good care ok dun do stupid tings or wat..
Yesterday my cousin jus committed suicide...i was so shocked cos i jus saw him a few weeks back and he was laughing and joking. Apparently he took drugs and was probably hallucinating...he was at his frends house and without any warning he jus jumped form the 12 floor...i hope that his death was instant or i cant imagine the amount of excrutiating pain he would have had to endure. A week ago his best frend had also commited suicide under similar circumstances after he quarreled with his wife and then went to take drugs.he had been feeling blue about his best frends death for the entire week and i am guessing that it also triggered his own death. his mum was cryin like crazy. n she kept blaming herself as she would call him every evening and on tis fateful day she forgot to call him...its so sad...my cousin was a drug addict but his mum never gave up on him...alway encouraging and he did manage to stop drugs until his frends death recently. Ans she keep holding his belonging and cryin and saying tha she wan to speak to him.Upon reaching home she immediately ran to his bed to lie on it... For those of u who went to chinatown to eat at my aunt's store...Ya she is the 1...n the son is the skinny 1...
Jus to say sum stuff regarding our clique also..i hope tt we will never give up ob each other...yes sum of us have changed. i noe many of u dun agree with my lifestyle.but as a frend i tink u shd accept me for who i am and maybe try to advise me. And not discriminate me until its so obvious for every1 to c.its not jus me, other people in the group 2.Like ivy, past is past, i hope sum of u wld jus leave it and give her a chance to show how she has changed. Ivy and i dun tell u how to live ur lifes or discriminate u because of ur character or principles even if we disagree with it. We give u advice when asked for cos we are frends. I relli hope tt we will all be good frends like before...all of us has our own faults. We all noe it.every1 in the group has faults jus tt every1 jus takes it for granted cos we have been frends for years...or because they feel they need to spend time with their gf and forget their frends, remembering them oli when they need help, which i feel is wrong.....
aniwae tok another time..feeling rather down...feel sorry for my aunt..
Seto
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