East.Side.Back.Street

my 21st bday...duno if u guys eva saw tis
Hi,
tis is the 1st time i blog, cos i was only asked to blog recently.quite sad considering tt tis blog has been nearly 1 yr. but i dun blame u guys. Cos i noe tt i have been quite an ass to all of u guys. Especially to esmond. I apologise for everyting that i have done 2 u. I wish i could return to the good old days. But thanx esmond for starting tok to me, hope that soon u will start insulting me like the old good times. Hmm...i tink writing my feelings here is easier then to say it to all of u in the face.
I know that what is past is past....i am tryin my best to change for the better. I drifted away from u guys for the past 2 yrs cos i tink tt i have changed alot...i duno if u guys can accept me for wat i am. I relli tink my life has been going in a backward mode for the past 2 yrs. I relli fear that i will die or sumting bad happens to me cos of my lifestyle. Sumtimes i get so intoxicated i duno wat the hell i am doing. I duno how i go hm or when i wake up i lose my spectacles, my handphones and even my bag. Haha. Lookin at u guys sumtimes, i relli envy what u guys have...when i am with u guys, u all make me feel so homely and warm. I haven felt tt for a long time...usually i feel wasted and drunk..hahaha. Thanx for giving me a chance again...but i have to admit it does hurt to be left out of the blog and ur outings at times.
All of u have changed but for the better. And tis is wat i wan to say to u guys but i cant do it face to face so here goes.
Shangqian, i relli feel that u have matured. And it has shocked me. I alway believe that u are very smart and when u get ur priorities rite u will be the best among us which u have done so now. And i always enjoy ur company as u make me laugh.
Weixin, ah kow and weiqin are nice. Even weiqin has grown up but still tok cock as usual. Ah kow has alway been good to me. N weixin alway is willing to lend me a shoulder to lean on...but pls get urself a gerfrend soon....
Songjie....hmmm...i am glad that u have finally got a gfrend. U r sososo mature. U noe wat u wan n u r willing to work hard to achieve it. And u have alway tried to get me back in the group since last year and i truly appreciate it. Thanx..hope u n ur other half will build a nice warm family.hehe
Esmond....i haven got to tok much to u actually... i still dun understand wat made us drift apart but i guess i started it..i hope u will be happy always n get a gf soon also la....relli hope we will be like the past.
Blackie and ivy...ahhhhhhhh.....u 2 relli are sosooso nice 2gether....short and black...relli cute...i hope u 2 will get stronger and stronger......
yuyee....yuyee yuyee...i have known u for like a lifetime...i have always regarded u as my bestest frend...but u still haven grown up...pls mature man....u have a gf already.Jac is nice. Not many ger can tolerate ur crappiness la if u noe wat r mean. So pls dun irritate her until she leaves u. When u look for a wife, ppl alway say look for a wife tt can take care of u n the family...Jac is all that n pretty 2...so pls dun chase her away ok? We were relli close all the way up to army...but is it cos u were using me for ur studies?i relli duno...but that is how u make me feel...but still i noe u r alway there for me...and listen to me
Mr lam....yes u horrny sick ass...thanx for always listening to me and u bloody cock...get a gf soon 2...is it relli tt hard to find a ger? Thanx lam...i am glad u nv gave up on me.
Huliren....duno wat to say to u cos u r alway quiet and look like u r plotting how to take over the world...Jus remember ok that we r here for u...Although we may not be nice 2 u at times...but we will always b there for u ok...
And hope u guys can cum find me at my pub....haha...

seto