East.Side.Back.Street

so fast and we are all going to be yr 2s. time flies doesn't it? i can vividly remember everything that has taken place since ord. for some of us, this term has not been as desireasble as we would like it to be. this is sumthing i wud like to tok bout.

guys, im toking bout this because evidently, i fared the worst. i haven never been this disappointed in my grades since.. alwaes. i have alwaes felt alrite each time i got my grades back but some how this time it felt like a knife cut. its not because that u guys did better than me or anything. but this element of me letting myself down keeps haunting me. i dno how i lost sight of my goal in smu. before uni, we were all toking bout doing well. some how, i got lost some where, distracted. not cos of jacq. but i soon forgot wat i expected of myself in uni. this sense of lost was perhaps the reason y i saw no motivation or urge to work hard. remind urself of the goals u set urselves. dun lose sight of this. work towards it.

this term, fortunatele for jacq, i worked harder. perhaps i din work smart, or hard enuff. perhaps wat i tot was hard work is the bare minimum to many others. perhaps my expectations of myself is a lil low. i have been disappointed. some of u guys too. but wat i realli wish to sae is that once awhile along the wae, ppl stumble. its how u pick up after that. nothing is plane sailing. if only everything is ez. there alwaes have to be ppl succeeding, some failing. but if u fail, dun be dismayed. u may have lost ur grades. but try and gain sumthing from this. gain a bigger heart. gain greater determination so u can deal w this better. is heart break but i will try and pick up.