Friday, April 14, 2006

post exam

I've found it to be a tradition to blog after my final term tests have ended. Just finished bathing.. so feeling quite refreshed now.. this is a rather reflective and non-coherent post haha.. Today marks the last day of the official 2nd term.. felt damn happy after my last paper.. ok I should be more sensitive I know haha.. but guys your time will come.. until then pls study hard first.. with that I shan't go on about my post exam feelings ;)

the 2nd term has had a whirlwind of events for me. Many new things happened.. new relationships forged.. old relationships faded.. glad to see the way things are the way they are now.. but probably many relationships can be improved.. shall work on that these few months.. the last time I blogged about the last day of the term was that when I helped CC with her packing for Aussie.. now that she's back but still everything is fresh in my memory, I'm realli shocked how FAST time has passed.. it scares me man.. I'm still the same old Sj.. a bit more yandao only..

Was talking online to a frend.. Lola.. she's joining us for our Genting trip.. she, siu and sq have been my faithful studying buddies in SMU for the most number of times.. bis law, econ, ma, bgs, ct and as.. all over liao.. song bo.. dun know how I will fare for the subjects.. but hopefully will be better than last term.. done well for bgs.. have been offered an internship to China as a result but dunno when.. everything's unsettled... hoped to talk to you guys bout it in private.. nuthing great.. when it's settled I'll let you guys know more bout it..

just saw a mail about moving forward.. and not looking back in the past.. sometimes the past do come back and haunt us, doesn't it? esp so when Es, if you still remembered when we were at sentosa and you asked me a question about what are my biggest regrets in life but I brushed it away.. actualli I do have la.. everyone has.. just that I choose not to talk bout it.. but I do think about it most of the time.. but guess the mail has served a reminder too that sometimes we should move forward and look forward.. and don't look back in anger so Sally can wait ok being lame oredi.. haha.. all the time, people are moving forward.. if someone is not, he has not disappeared from us, but he is just lagging behind.. and if he starts to move he can catch up too.. so its up to us to pull one another along.. sometimes I hear people talking about things like, "I can, but I dowan only, that's why I never get.." but I feel that you can onli say you dowan, when you have a choice and can achieve what you could have.. only then are you able to say that you dowan.. because you have a choice.. and lastly, I do feel that being contented is very impt.. it makes you feel good bout yourself which is the most impt.. but do strive to achieve to your limit.. for if you are not.. you are not justifying yourself.. I know I know, I'll try to apply this to myself too..

enough of serious talk.. realli have to plan activities for my holidays.. but for now.. I'll just enjoy zuo-bohing at home, laze ard and watch some tele and lim some kopi.. ok sorry again guys.. haha I know you guys can do it..

SJ





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