Thursday, March 16, 2006
i wanted to post a blog 2 or 3 days ago, where my feeling was the strongest but apparently the blog had some probs when i assessed from here...b4 2 or 3 days ago, I had been really bothered for some time already...But its jus cos i m dis-satisfied with myself with many things..i will jus say 2 of them..
first, some of us hav been saying that we should decide on who we wan to be n wat we wan to do..Seriously, I have a very ambitious goal but it seems like i m miles n miles away from it n i only steps amounting to inches everyday.. I only think but i hav never action.I seemed to be always lazy, thinking still hav time or pre-occupied with other less important things. For those of u who knows joanne, the TJ school swimmer from 06/01, she's getting married in 2 months time..For those who think u r still young n there's still some time b4 u actually hav a lot of responsibilities, think again! The only person who knows wat he wans n is doing it is SQ. To update, this guy has passion in writing n now's he's smu's magazine's chief editor. I mean it has to start somewhere la.. it's not jus abt school work but abt who u wanna become...Other than jus doing well for ur studies, start thinking abt ur future, the person u wanna be, the responsibility u wanna take, the lifestyle u wan...n work towards it.. i m not jus going to say i m going to action! Thanks es and ivy for ur reminder
Secondly, was abt how i handled the friendship for seto n huli...For those of u who din know, yesterday song, ivy n i were talking online to huli n seto.. thrashing things out..Basically for huli, i told him straight in this face that he was not putting in effort. Even though knowing that we were not satisfied, he din even attempt to do anything to explain or make the situation better..I told him on my part, i hav done all that i could n all that i wanted.. so if he was jus going to leave it as it is, i m also going to do the same...i dunno abt u guys but u guys jus decide for urself..
For Seto, i hav always felt that i didn't handle our friendship well... i hav always wanted to start making it better but i always procrastinate..I think i m mostly to be blammed for him drifting apart..N he told me only yuyee takes the effort to msg him n stuff..But anyway I m thankful that he's still convinced n willing to trust the things that song, ivy n I said when he thought abt it after our session..n that's y he msg me telling me that he was willing to put in effort to know all of us again..giving our friendship a chance to rebuild.. Who here really thinks that seto's not a worthy friend? N that u dun see the point in making the effort pls let me know...Cos i dun wan him coming n then cause much dis-satisfaction in the clique...I wan every one of us to still be as bonded as we r now even in his presence.. I think in order for him to integrate back into the clique requires the effort of each n everyone...so ya if no one has anything against him, pls try to put in effort n make it work...of course there's no need to force to make it work, we will jus do our best...
If not i will end here..all of u pls study hard..weiqin enjoy ur hols...Es Black u guys take care ah... talk to u soon...
Lam
first, some of us hav been saying that we should decide on who we wan to be n wat we wan to do..Seriously, I have a very ambitious goal but it seems like i m miles n miles away from it n i only steps amounting to inches everyday.. I only think but i hav never action.I seemed to be always lazy, thinking still hav time or pre-occupied with other less important things. For those of u who knows joanne, the TJ school swimmer from 06/01, she's getting married in 2 months time..For those who think u r still young n there's still some time b4 u actually hav a lot of responsibilities, think again! The only person who knows wat he wans n is doing it is SQ. To update, this guy has passion in writing n now's he's smu's magazine's chief editor. I mean it has to start somewhere la.. it's not jus abt school work but abt who u wanna become...Other than jus doing well for ur studies, start thinking abt ur future, the person u wanna be, the responsibility u wanna take, the lifestyle u wan...n work towards it.. i m not jus going to say i m going to action! Thanks es and ivy for ur reminder
Secondly, was abt how i handled the friendship for seto n huli...For those of u who din know, yesterday song, ivy n i were talking online to huli n seto.. thrashing things out..Basically for huli, i told him straight in this face that he was not putting in effort. Even though knowing that we were not satisfied, he din even attempt to do anything to explain or make the situation better..I told him on my part, i hav done all that i could n all that i wanted.. so if he was jus going to leave it as it is, i m also going to do the same...i dunno abt u guys but u guys jus decide for urself..
For Seto, i hav always felt that i didn't handle our friendship well... i hav always wanted to start making it better but i always procrastinate..I think i m mostly to be blammed for him drifting apart..N he told me only yuyee takes the effort to msg him n stuff..But anyway I m thankful that he's still convinced n willing to trust the things that song, ivy n I said when he thought abt it after our session..n that's y he msg me telling me that he was willing to put in effort to know all of us again..giving our friendship a chance to rebuild.. Who here really thinks that seto's not a worthy friend? N that u dun see the point in making the effort pls let me know...Cos i dun wan him coming n then cause much dis-satisfaction in the clique...I wan every one of us to still be as bonded as we r now even in his presence.. I think in order for him to integrate back into the clique requires the effort of each n everyone...so ya if no one has anything against him, pls try to put in effort n make it work...of course there's no need to force to make it work, we will jus do our best...
If not i will end here..all of u pls study hard..weiqin enjoy ur hols...Es Black u guys take care ah... talk to u soon...
Lam
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