Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Long awaited post by the man
Time really flies. It is already almost 2 months since school started. Homework, projects, ignorance – all these is part of university life. Never felt so lost and worried about studies. But amongst the midst of the lost-ness (is there such a word?), I can’t seem to get my lazy ass going into the right direction. Can’t seem to get much work done. The feeling I have right now reminds me of my attempts when I was first doing A maths in school. Understand all the concepts, but when I try to do that time, fucking hell dunno how to do any knn shit. Practice like fuck and still dunno how to do. I have to literally open up my book and basically copy the examples from it and change the necessary figures. How will I be able to do that in exams!??!?!?!
Damn screw up. Been doing below average for all the modules this term. I thought my disappointment for last term results should have spurred me on further. My aim for the first term was getting at least 3.6 or maybe even 3.7 GPA. I hit no where near that target and was disappointed. But yet, I’m unable to spur myself on!!! WHY!?!?!?!
Maybe it is because the of the fact that maybe I did still considerably above average, or maybe it is the fact I did better than u guys (sorry… no sarcasm or whatsoever intended, just my thoughts…), I think subconsciously I’m using this as a basis for comparison that’s why maybe I’m not spurred on. I really dunno. I really wish to put in more effort in my studies. Just like I was telling myself to pia during the break, but I’m just feeling frustrated all the time because I understand theory but somehow I cannot do most of the questions. Think I should really buck up man……
Well, amidst all the frustration and all, at least, I met her. She is the most wonderful thing that happened to me, but of course, all couples start of this way. I know some of you maybe skeptical and saying that we are too fast and all that. I think it is just different perception. Whatever it may be, let’s hope all the break ups and all that I have witness would be learning experience for me. I hope that I can learn from the past experience from you guys and make the best out of my relationship. (dun worry! All ur past break ups wouldn’t go down the drain!!! =p)
For the rest of you, make full use of ur opportunities. Dun let go of ur dreams and fantasies (weiqin… its not ur that kind of fantasis hor…). Because dreams form the very basis of any achievement. If I didn’t set myself the target of getting to know her, I wouldn’t be in this bliss today! Set realistic aims. Lam is more or less on the right track, at least he is asking her out. Xin, get out of ur room more. Dun be like wat Lam’s brother describe you as, open mouth is scold people one. Get to know more friends (ok… gals). I know you wanto be a pastor, but I think god would prefer you to be involve in procreation rather than be a pastor. Leave that pastor job to someone else. Please dun follow brookback mountain. Qin, make sure you study hard when school starts. SQ, dun suffer from inferior complex la. Yes, you may have thin hair, but at least you are not balding. For you, I dun have to worry. I’m sure you got many kangtaos out that for girls (young)… hahaa… Youyi, be content with what u have. Jacq is a very nice gal. Black, concentrate on ur studies… u better make sure u are able to give Ivy $3000 in allowance every month jus like u promise her… Es, for you, I think I have to advise you on smth totally different… U better play more and study less… dun be so ridiculously hardworking. All work & no play make Jack dull. Huli, u also study hard and all the best in whatever u wanto do.
OMG… I just realized something again… I forgot about Song… just like the last time I did for Weixin’s powerpoint… forgot all about his photo also… haha… Song, single very long liao rite? Dun be so picky la. If u wasn’t so choosy, I think you have gotten attached quite long ago alr. You not Brad Pitt or whoever. You think you can choose between Jennifer Aniston and Angelina Jolie or wat ah… Haiz… beggars can’t be choosy la =P… treasure all those around you… Who knows? The one that is out there for you maybe those that you know (shit… realized I’m typing crap… of course, the one you are looking for, definitely must be you know one la… duh).. Well, I think I’m typing too long for my own good alr. For those who are patient to read till here, thank you. If I have offended anyone with any form of sarcasm, I apologized. There wasn’t any real sarcasm to anyone (except SQ)… ahahahah
Finally, I’m officially out of the singles club and no way am I going to get myself in again!!!
PS: Typing all these with minimal use of singlish and vulgarities almost killed me. I have minimize the language alr. So please understand.
Terence
Damn screw up. Been doing below average for all the modules this term. I thought my disappointment for last term results should have spurred me on further. My aim for the first term was getting at least 3.6 or maybe even 3.7 GPA. I hit no where near that target and was disappointed. But yet, I’m unable to spur myself on!!! WHY!?!?!?!
Maybe it is because the of the fact that maybe I did still considerably above average, or maybe it is the fact I did better than u guys (sorry… no sarcasm or whatsoever intended, just my thoughts…), I think subconsciously I’m using this as a basis for comparison that’s why maybe I’m not spurred on. I really dunno. I really wish to put in more effort in my studies. Just like I was telling myself to pia during the break, but I’m just feeling frustrated all the time because I understand theory but somehow I cannot do most of the questions. Think I should really buck up man……
Well, amidst all the frustration and all, at least, I met her. She is the most wonderful thing that happened to me, but of course, all couples start of this way. I know some of you maybe skeptical and saying that we are too fast and all that. I think it is just different perception. Whatever it may be, let’s hope all the break ups and all that I have witness would be learning experience for me. I hope that I can learn from the past experience from you guys and make the best out of my relationship. (dun worry! All ur past break ups wouldn’t go down the drain!!! =p)
For the rest of you, make full use of ur opportunities. Dun let go of ur dreams and fantasies (weiqin… its not ur that kind of fantasis hor…). Because dreams form the very basis of any achievement. If I didn’t set myself the target of getting to know her, I wouldn’t be in this bliss today! Set realistic aims. Lam is more or less on the right track, at least he is asking her out. Xin, get out of ur room more. Dun be like wat Lam’s brother describe you as, open mouth is scold people one. Get to know more friends (ok… gals). I know you wanto be a pastor, but I think god would prefer you to be involve in procreation rather than be a pastor. Leave that pastor job to someone else. Please dun follow brookback mountain. Qin, make sure you study hard when school starts. SQ, dun suffer from inferior complex la. Yes, you may have thin hair, but at least you are not balding. For you, I dun have to worry. I’m sure you got many kangtaos out that for girls (young)… hahaa… Youyi, be content with what u have. Jacq is a very nice gal. Black, concentrate on ur studies… u better make sure u are able to give Ivy $3000 in allowance every month jus like u promise her… Es, for you, I think I have to advise you on smth totally different… U better play more and study less… dun be so ridiculously hardworking. All work & no play make Jack dull. Huli, u also study hard and all the best in whatever u wanto do.
OMG… I just realized something again… I forgot about Song… just like the last time I did for Weixin’s powerpoint… forgot all about his photo also… haha… Song, single very long liao rite? Dun be so picky la. If u wasn’t so choosy, I think you have gotten attached quite long ago alr. You not Brad Pitt or whoever. You think you can choose between Jennifer Aniston and Angelina Jolie or wat ah… Haiz… beggars can’t be choosy la =P… treasure all those around you… Who knows? The one that is out there for you maybe those that you know (shit… realized I’m typing crap… of course, the one you are looking for, definitely must be you know one la… duh).. Well, I think I’m typing too long for my own good alr. For those who are patient to read till here, thank you. If I have offended anyone with any form of sarcasm, I apologized. There wasn’t any real sarcasm to anyone (except SQ)… ahahahah
Finally, I’m officially out of the singles club and no way am I going to get myself in again!!!
PS: Typing all these with minimal use of singlish and vulgarities almost killed me. I have minimize the language alr. So please understand.
Terence
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